Trinity

The body is the vessel,
the mind is the magic,
the soul is the source.

All for one.
One for all.
Trinity.

My Bro

My bro and I sometimes don't see eye and eye.
My bro and I sometimes let that ridiculous fly.
My bro and I talk reckless...
but our love is transcendent and resplendent.
Like my other siblings, he is a limb of me..
a deep love some see and envy.
My love for fam gets no deeper..
never sleep I am my brother's keeper.

Love you, Linc! Happy Birthday!!

TAM 9/12/12

Yeah I know

I
touch you,
tease you,
kiss you,
lick you,
nibble you,
suck and
taste you.

Yeah I know…
you like.

We play
in this position,
that position,
I question your body’s needs
like an inquisition,
release your inhibitions.

Yeah I know…
you like.

I
got you
open,
exposed,
trusting,
floating on a cloud
through tempered skies.

Yeah I know…
you like.

I
feel your trembling anticipation,
hear your moans crescendo,
with cries of my name intermixed,
your hold on me tightens,
our tempos increase,
I feel your explosive release,
then hear your contented sigh.

Yeah baby yeah…
I know…
you like.

TAM 8/16 2:17pm

Unrecognizable

Muddled thoughts, dark and intense.
Band-Aids on deep wounds, pain unchecked.
Rages in silence, volumes of regrets.
Unshed tears, glistening eyes.
Simple words harm, sensitivities amplified.

Detached from self, yet attached to all-in-one.
Mind cooled by the moon, and savaged by the sun.
Fear, disgust, shame, and confusion has raptured me.
I AM is unrecognizable to myself as I am unrecognizable to me.

TAM 8/15 10:44

Neglect

You got me
twisted,
addicted,
malnourished
from your neglect.

You got me
feening,
reeling,
steaming
from your neglect.

You got me
wanting,
craving,
salivating
from your neglect;
which in turn causes me
to reflect on
my allowance,
acceptance,
and fret
of your neglect.

I must love you
immensely,
intensely
from  present reflection
and retrospect, but all is
lost from your neglect.

TAM 8/7/2011 10:40pm

Watch Me!

I forgot about my essence, my soul, my brilliance.
I forgot about my power, my magic, my sorcery.
I forgot about my courage, my wildness, my boldness.
I forgot about the star in me.

I’ve denied my gifts, my talents, my voice.
I‘ve denied my needs, my wants, my desires.
I’ve denied my goals, my dreams, my path.
I’ve denied all that truly matters.

I no longer care about your opinions, your judgments, your critiques.
I no longer care about your plots, your agendas, your schemes.
I no longer care about your jealousy, your competition, your hypocrisy.
I no longer care for that is about you and fails to concern me.

I've reignited my essence, my soul, my brilliance.
I've reignited my power, my magic, my sorcery.
I've reignited my courage, my wildness, my boldness.
I've reignited the supernova that is me- explosively!

Watch me!

Written by TAM 9/2/10 @2:58pm

Why?

You love me, do you?
You want me, do you?
Is that your wife caressing you in your sleep?
Why lie?

You love the feel of me,
the thrill of me,
the freak of me,
you possess the skill to compartmentalize.
For real you, what's the point?
Dude, why lie?

You got to go home to keep the peace, so you leave me.
I got to shussh, so she won't hear me, 
"But Baby understand, you are dear to me."
Son, with such ease, you lie.

It’s about the kids, for real you?
You love me, do you?
Riiiight you're my guy!

Me stress you,
trip you,
ponder you!

Why?

TAM 7/15/10 @ 8:00pm